Figs

 

The proper way to eat a fig, in society,

Is to split it in four, holding it by the stump,

And open it, so that it is a glittering, rosy, moist, honied, heavy-petalled four-petalled flower.

 

Then you throw away the skin

5Which is just like a four-sepalled calyx,

After you have taken off the blossom with your lips.

 

But the vulgar way

Is just to put your mouth to the crack, and take out the flesh in one bite.

 

Every fruit has its secret.

 

10The fig is a very secretive fruit.

As you see it standing growing, you feel at once it is symbolic:

And it seems male.

But when you come to know it better, you agree with the Romans, it is female.

 

The Italians vulgarly say, it stands for the female part; the fig-fruit:

15The fissure, the yoni,

The wonderful moist conductivity towards the centre.

 

Involved,

Inturned,

The flowering all inward and womb-fibrilled;

20And but one orifice.

 

The fig, the horse-shoe, the squash-blossom.

Symbols.

 

There was a flower that flowered inward, womb-ward;

Now there is a fruit like a ripe womb.

 

25It was always a secret.

That's how it should be, the female should always be secret.

 

There never was any standing aloft and unfolded on a bough

Like other flowers, in a revelation of petals;

Silver-pink peach, venetian green glass of medlars and sorb-apples,

30Shallow wine-cups on short, bulging stems

Openly pledging heaven:

Here's to the thorn in flower! Here is to Utterance!

The brave, adventurous rosaceæ.

 

Folded upon itself, and secret unutterable,

35And milky-sapped, sap that curdles milk and makes ricotta,

Sap that smells strange on your fingers, that even goats won't taste it;

Folded upon itself, enclosed like any Mohammedan woman,

Its nakedness all within-walls, its flowering forever unseen,

One small way of access only, and this close-curtained from the light;

40Fig, fruit of the female mystery, covert and inward,

Mediterranean fruit, with your covert nakedness,

Where everything happens invisible, flowering and fertilisation, and fruiting

In the inwardness of your you, that eye will never see

Till it's finished, and you're over-ripe, and you burst to give up your ghost.

 

45Till the drop of ripeness exudes,

And the year is over.

 

And then the fig has kept her secret long enough.

So it explodes, and you see through the fissure the scarlet.

And the fig is finished, the year is over.

 

50That's how the fig dies, showing her crimson through the purple slit

Like a wound, the exposure of her secret, on the open day.

Like a prostitute, the bursten fig, making a show of her secret.

 

That's how women die too.

 

The year is fallen over-ripe,

55The year of our women.

The year of our women is fallen over-ripe.

The secret is laid bare.

And rottenness soon sets in.

The year of our women is fallen over-ripe.

 

60When Eve once knew in her mind that she was naked

She quickly sewed fig-leaves, and sewed the same for the man.

She'd been naked all her days before,

But till then, till that apple of knowledge, she hadn't had the fact on her mind.

 

She got the fact on her mind, and quickly sewed fig-leaves.

65And women have been sewing ever since.

But now they stitch to adorn the bursten fig, not to cover it.

They have their nakedness more than ever on their mind,

And they won't let us forget it.

 

Now, the secret

70Becomes an affirmation through moist, scarlet lips

That laugh at the Lord's indignation.

 

What then, good Lord! cry the women.

We have kept our secret long enough.

We are a ripe fig.

75Let us burst into affirmation.

 

They forget, ripe figs won't keep.

Ripe figs won't keep.

 

Honey-white figs of the north, black figs with scarlet inside, of the south.

Ripe figs won't keep, won't keep in any clime.

80What then, when women the world over have all bursten into self-assertion?

And bursten figs won't keep?

 

                                                     San Gervasio.